Nostalgia

I'am wondering when most girls usually realise the importance of having Mom around ! Well , I think I realise her importance in my life now ..specially at times when I'am jus unable to pull myself to do the chores but cannot exempt myself from them either. Not that Dileep will mind if I ask him to take me out ,but its this self imposed " wont eat out frequently" rule stops me from asking him .

Today , for triggers unknown , I came down with migraine and jus couldnt get up n cook rice jus for myself(Dileep had team lunch today) though my tummy was growling with hunger. To add to my agony , the thought of food was actually nauseating . So , I ended up fasting n yes sleeping the whole day!

I really wish amma was a phone call away at these times. Hmm ...well I think I chose this life...I wanted to go abroad badly n here Im.

But Im better than mornign now ..but still cant stand up long enough to cook:( will try though

moving on

Jus read sruti;s email. Pretty nostalgic..im kinda regreeting not meeting her n other frens when I was in India. But , its was not possible , timings didnt match , places we were in were different. but , sometimes its worth meeting ..u kinda revind into those days whe nlife was more carefree.. u had nothing really to worry about. Life moves on..doesnt it ? n one has to move along with it .

situations change ,people ard change..sometimes u even feel its too late to let your feelings be known to some. Nevethe less , its worth living with those sweet memories .

i know i have been in hiding last 2 mths but now im back.
inlaws left to sis-in law's place . infact we dropped them there ,went around florida n smokies for ard 10days
pretty tiring trip but it was loads of fun.
got to see 4m snow fall to hot beaches in a span of 10days...amazing!!

neways back home now and home alone. end of holidays sounds sad. but must move on